Rely On God
I have grown so spiritually that I have been visited many times by God's presence. I would be in awe because I knew it was Him. I would be so moved that I would tell friends in my circle or even some spiritual leaders. After so many times, I realized this was my biggest mistake.
I prayed for it, and God's spirit came to me. This was MY answer. The answer would fill my heart with joy. Then, suddenly, my faith would waver with doubt and indecisiveness. I would go to friends, and they would give me their own interpretation of it. They would say that it was just a dream and that my interpretation was not correct. So I would end up disregarding God's presence. Not because I didn't know it was God, but because I figured I spoiled everything when I opened my mouth and spoke.
I then realized that my Godly experiences were mine and no one else's. So I began to work in harmony with it. I continued to seek God's help when his path became fuzzy again, so I could continue to walk on it. As I walked, answers became clearer and clearer.
When I discussed my spiritual presence with friends or loved ones, I realized that most of them are not as spiritually mature as I am. So they may have never experienced anything like this before. I now understand how, in some cases, even when speaking with some spiritual leaders, they may not fully comprehend God's message to me. God's message was meant for me. This is why it is important to rely totally on Him.