Peace of God

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, let your request be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding will guard your heart and your mind through Christ Jesus." -Philippians 4:6-7

When I first read this scripture, I had an emotional and spiritual longing for this type of peace. My life was in chaos, and I had absolutely nothing but pain and a whole lot of hate inside of me. I was at war with myself and others, too. I knew there were a few things I had to do before I asked God for His peace.

First, I had to say a prayer of repentance for the hatred and bitterness I allowed to grow in my heart. I probably violently eliminated my enemies 1000 times in 1000 different ways in my mind. This was a fantasy of mine.

I knew this was something God hates, so I had to learn to hate what God hates. "Here are six things GOD hates, and one more that he loathes with a passion: eyes that are arrogant, a tongue that lies, hands that murder the innocent, a heart that hatches evil plots, feet that race down a wicked track, a mouth that lies under oath, a troublemaker in the family." -Proverbs 6:16-19

Second, I had to express my gratitude. I thanked God for all the blessings He bestowed upon me and started naming as many as I could think of, one by one. I thanked God for things many take for granted, like their vision, walking, talking, or hearing. Then I went even deeper, for I thanked him for my children and for blessing our health. I thanked him for shelter and hot water. Finally, I thanked Him for allowing me to get to know Him.

Next,I had to ask God to change my heart and help me to forgive and love like Him. I then asked Him for His peace, only He can give me that which surpasses understanding to guard my heart and mind through Christ Jesus.

I couldn't believe it, God answered my prayer in my favor. It was gradual, but I felt it. I felt the serenity of His grace and love. I was at peace. I am blessed with the peace of God.

He has done this in all my supplicated prayers. This peace is almost indescribable. I feel it when I'm sitting in nature. I am an eyewitness to the vibrant life in the bloom of a flower, or the beauty of a tiny hummingbird; a reminder of God's peace that permeates His creation. I also feel peace when I see a cute little baby. The innocence and the pure joy they bring. God's creations are testaments to His boundless love.